Saturday, December 1, 2007
Finished/ Update
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Finally another post accually about books
~eric
Monday, October 15, 2007
New Post... Kinda
... oh well... sorry for wasting your time
love shi
Friday, October 5, 2007
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Monday, October 1, 2007
October
Eric
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Quotes Continued
"Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose garden." ~T.S. Eliot
"It is a mortifying reflection for any man to consider what he has done compared with what he might have done." ~Samuel Johnson
"We own up to minor failings, but only so as to convince others that we have no major ones." ~La Rochefroucauld
"I've never any pity for conceited people, because i think they carry their comfort around with them." ~George Eliot
"At our birth nature... gave us reason, not perfect, but capable of being perfected." ~Seneca the Younger
"Man in the present state of society appears to me to be more corrupted by his reason then by his passions." ~Chamfort
"I regret nothing, says arrogance; I will regret nothing, says inexperience." ~Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach
"Remorse drives the weak to despair and the strong to sainthood." ~Rousseau
"He that once deceives is ever suspected." ~George Herbert
"Use no hurtful deceit; think innocently and justly and, if you speak, speak accordingly." ~Benjamin Franklin
"Sorrow makes us all children again, destroys differences of intellect. The wisest knows nothing." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Believe me, every heart has its secret sorrow which the world knows not; and oftentimes we call a man cold, when he is only sad." ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
"The strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack." ~Rudyard Kipling
"True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate his life, through devotion, to something beyond himself." ~Henry Miller
"To understand is to forgive, even oneself." ~Alexander Chase
“I don’t discriminate. I hate everyone equally. I hate everyone so much that I made a “hate list”. Then I see you are making a “hate list”, which is my frikkin idea. Now I have abandoned my hate list and created a “hate plaque” with your name on it, and ONLY your name. So now I don’t hate indiscriminately…I hate you above all others.” ~Bruce Prokopets (Kat's favorite quote)
Note: Wolfy Sama I know you want me to drop it but I truly am sorry and want to make it up to you. Love Shi Chan
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Quotes
"Damnation is in the essence.
A damned person could be in the highest heaven:
He would still expirience hell and its torments." ~Angelus Silesius
more later
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Love
"Those feelings you call "love" are nothing but an illusion. Indubitably. Love is clearly nothing more than an extension of mankind's drive to possess things. Except,, for some reason, just because this "thing" we're coveting is a person, we rut the idea on a pedestal and glorify it. Though in the end... likewise, wanting to do something for someone else, that's just another self-serving impulse. After all, you're only doing what you believe they want, not what you know they want. The only way that the ideal of love would have a truly special value, would be to vow never to try to possess the other person. In other words... the only true love is platonic. Don't you see that love, morals, religion and anything else that society deems to have spiritual value are completely made up? And when society begins to accept, and then project these values upon our natural desires, invariably other things with lesser value get attached, too. So what you end up with when you say the word "love" is something so warped and vulger that it's poisonous to our very souls. Don't you see that once we start to harbor monopolistic tendencies towards objects or even people, we're just setting the stage for coercion and violence to preserve what we deem to be our "rights" to those objects and/or people? And that has the potential to bring about such danger and turmoil that for the life of me I don't understand why you all insist on glamorizing it. It's something of a problem if i do say so myself. Frankly, it pains me to try and imagine what you all get out of it."
~Kyo, Missing
so i guess this can be used for i very extreme excuse if you don't want to go out with someone... and as i said i don't believe in all of it... it's just a really funny excuse to use on people...Love Eric
Sunday, September 16, 2007
stupidity again
kinda like how most guys don't show emotion because society expects them to be strong and emotionless like robots, why do guys think they can't show there true feelings, why are girls expected to cry a lot and be really sensitive. why are some people expected to be lawyers while others are expected to rot away in jail
what would happen if everyone retained childhood innocents and never felt like they needed to please society
love shi
Thursday, September 13, 2007
sorry blog
i'm sorry bloggy i didn't mean to leave you out... i'm so sorry
love shi
Thursday, September 6, 2007
stupidity in society
so.... this is stupid ...
have you ever noticed that in the US all people seem to care about is sports... i mean think about it... you have people who play professional sports and get payed over a million dollars, then you have people who save lives and make america a more civil place who sometimes get payed enough to barely make a house payment. not only that but when it comes to colledge you get the sports people who may have a smaller brain than sheep who follow each other off a cliff but they get a full scholarship to any colledge of their choice where people who actually try hard to seceed in school may not even get to go to colledge because by the time it comes to them... there is no longer any scholarship money left. it's a wonderful society we live in right.... the bookworms who strive to make a difference are cut down, ridiculed, pushed around, and taken advantage of while the preps and jokes sit in class disturding the few who are trying to learn.we are never good enough in school to be respected but when it comes to the "star players" getting injured , the "nerds" are now of use
think about it... if all the "nerds" and "geeks" left the sports players they would not know what to do. they would be lost without us but we never get the deserved recognition were the sports people are admired for shoving people around and fighting over insignificant dead animals and inatimant objects.i say all of us out there striving to make a difference deserve better
all of you who stand by me REJOICE one day they won't have us and then they will relize their true position in this world
leave comments expressing your opinions
love shi aka jaki
Friday, August 31, 2007
lonely
no one likes me...
lonely
all
alone
no
one
to
love
me
(*curls up in the corner of the room crying*)
Monday, August 27, 2007
So...as promised Huck Finn
Huck went to live with the widow douglas and she trys to teach him about religion her name mrs. watson.Then huck's father comes back and trys to gain custity over huck and to try to get huck to hand over the money he and tom found on the island. After a few days of court the dad finally takes the law into his own hands and runs away with huck. the few dollars that huck has on him the dad swanders buying alchole. After a while of dealing with the dad's abuse huck decides to leave on a raft because he doesn't want to return to the widow's home due to the fact that he feels that she stifles his freedom. so he saws out of the long boat his dad lives on and fakes his murder by killing a boar with an ax and leaveing the bloody ax in the boat then he takes the pig out, weighs it down, and sinks it in the mississippi river. after that he throws togeather a raft from drift wood that is in the river due to recent flooding. he sails only at night and finally comes to an island inthe mddle of the river. He decides that this s a good spot to hide and pulls his raft in and hids it in underbrush. he had stolen things from the long boat like food and tools to survive so he was doing fine and then one day he saw smoke so he went to check it out. upon ariving at the other side of the island he saw a slave of mrs. watson's who had run away and was hiding because he had over heard her talking about selling him.
more later... comment if you are using this and i will finish the summary of the book
no comments= no more of the story
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
The Decision
(hide in a corner and looks over sholder like tamaki)
at least people still visit riceball alliance
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Bleach 20
The only one of my favorite characters that they didn't hurt this book were Uryu??...(who already lost all his spiritual powers), and Yoruichi (who is the only one of my favorate that still remains basically unscaved)
Quote from Drizzt
Every day, with every breath i draw, i am closer to the end of my life. For we are born with a finite number of breaths, and each one i take edges the sunlight that is my life toward the inevitable dusk.
I can only look at it all and sigh, for as death is the greatest mystery, so it is the most presonal of revelations. We will not know, none of us, until the moment it is upon us, and we cannot truly and in good conscience convince another of our beliefs.
In coming to recognize my mortality, i have found the secret to enjoying those centuries, years, months, days, or even hours, that i have left to draw breath. This is the existance i can control, and to throw away the precious hours over fear of the inevitable is a foolish thing indeed. And to subconsciously think ourselves immortal, and thus not appreciate those precious few hours that we all have, is equally foolish.
I cannot control the truth of death, whatever my desperation. I can only make certain that those moments of my life i have remaining are as rich as they can be.
- Drizzt Do'Urden
Monday, August 20, 2007
EQ
Friday, August 17, 2007
Quotes 3
"You didn't want to come. The average man don't like trouble and danger. You don't like trouble and danger. But if only half a man-like Buck Harkness, there- shouts 'Lynch him! Lynch him!' you're afraid to back down-afraid you'll be found out for what you are-cowards-and so you raise a yell, and hang yourselves onto that half-a-man's coat-tail, and come raging up here, swearing what big things you're going to do. The pitifulest thing out is a mob; that;s what an army is-a mob; they don't fight with courage that's born in them, but courage that's borrowed from their mass, and their officers. But a mob without any man at the head of it is beneath pitifulness. Now the thing for you to do is to droop your tails and go home and crawl in a hole. If any real lynching's going to be done it will be done in the dark, Southern fashion; and when they come they'll bring their masks, and fetch a man along. Now leave- and take your half-a-man with you"- tossing his gun up across his left arm and cocking it when he says this.
Quotes 2
A tale as old as true.
Yea, I’ll sing you a song of an ancient ship,
And its mighty fearsome crew.
Yea, I’ll sing you a song of an ancient ship
That sails the oceans blue…
That haunts the oceans blue.
The Vampirate ship has tattered sails
That flap like wings in flight.
The say that the captain, he wears a veil
So as to curtail your fright
At his death-pale skin
And his lifeless eyes
And his teeth as sharp as night.
Oh, they say that the captain, he wears a veil
And his eyes never see the light.
You’d better be good, child – good as gold,
As good as good can be.
Else I’ll turn you in to the Vampirates
And wave you out to sea.
Yes, you’d better be good, child – good as gold,
Because – look! Can you see?
There’s a dark ship in the harbor tonight
And there’s room in the hold for thee!
(Plenty of room for thee!)
Well, if pirates are bad,
And vampires are worse,
Then I pray that as long as I be
That though I sing of Vampirates
I never one shall see.
Yea, if pirates are danger,
And vampires are death,
I’ll extend my prayer for thee –
That thine eyes never see a Vampirate…
…and they never lay a hand on thee."
~Justin Somper, Vampirates (Demons of the Ocean)
Sea Shanty
What shall we do with a drunken sailor (x3)
Early in the morning?
Chorus
Hoo-ray/Wey-hey/Heave-ho and up she rises (x3)
Early in the morning.
Verses
Put him in the longboat till he’s sober (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him in the longboat and make him bail ‘er (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him in the bilge and make him drink it (x3)
Early in the morning
Pull out the plug and wet him all over (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him in the scuppers with a hosepipe on him (x3)
Early in the morning
Heave him by the leg in a running bowline (x3)
Early in the morning
Soak him in oil till he sprouts flippers (x3)
Early in the morning
Spray him with whiskey and light him on fire (x3)
Early in the morning
Take him and shake him and try to wake him (x3)
Early in the morning
Give him a dose of salt and water (x3)
Early in the morning
Hit him on the head with a broken hammer (x3)
Early in the morning
Hit him on the head with a broken hammer (x3)
Early in the morning
Hang him from the sails till his eyeballs fall out (x3)
Early in the morning
Tie him to the taffrail when she’s yardarm under (x3)
Early in the morning
Keelhaul him, keelhaul him (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him into bed with the captain’s daughter (x3)
Early in the morning
You’ve never seen the captain’s daughter (x3)
Early in the morning
Slap him around and call him Suzie (x3)
Early in the morning
Shave his belly with a rusty razor (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him in the back of the paddywagon (x3)
Early in the morning
Put him in his bunk with his pants on backwards (x3)
Early in the morning
Hand him from the yardarm by his toenails (x3)
Early in the morning
Send him down to Davy Jones’ Locker (x3)
Early in the morning
Give him bevy with a twist of oil (x3)
Early in the morning
Outro
That’s what we’ll do with a drunken sailor (x3)
Early in the morning.
Quotes 1
Yo-ho-ho, and a bottle of rum!
Drink and the devil had done for the rest-
Yo-ho-ho, and a bottle of rum!"
~Robert Louis Stevenson, Treasure Island
another friend's blog
so i was watching simba's pride and got a cool quote
"only, a lot"
~kovu
and i found one decent character in hucklberry finn... his name is sherburn... the problem is that he only appears in one chapter of the book (*crys a little*)
so anyway i have decided to honor my favorite character by commiting to memory what he says... it's awesome
Pride Essay
Pride. It enables us to see the full potential of worth in the things we do. It is the ability to prize the fruits of our labors. It is the reason we find a longing to care for our country and family. Also it is a darkness clouding our minds from seeing the errors of our actions, a selfish greedy monster that allows no alterations in our life. It is the over-confidence and cockiness that stop us from striving to reach our full potential. So what really is pride? Is it our friend, our crutch to lean on? Or is it an inner beast bent on our complete annihilation; the one with the monstrous need for unwavering traditions that will lead to our ultimate demise?
Pride: inordinate self-esteem: conceit: a reasonable or justifiable self-respect: delight arising from some act, possession, or relationship
That is what the dictionary defines pride as. But is pride bending our will for a sake of selfish desires or is reaching our will out in passion and love?
Without pride our county, our courageous warriors, would have no support from the civilians they try to make safe from the eternal gloom brought upon by war and a society ruled by a nonexistent structure and disciplinary system. People who spend their lives embracing the protection and equality of this country; the ones who pour their blood into our soil and the soil of their homeland to provide safety and defense to those too weak to defend theirselves, they would disappear. Without pride, our country would be ruled by people of random actions not by people striving to obtain the growth and advancement needed to make our country soar above all prior expectations. Many countries would have a foundation of bribery and deceit, if any at all. We would no longer have people pouring their hearts into their jobs. Instead we would find ourselves in the care of people who could care less about helping people. I may be alone, but I would rather not find myself in the hands of a medical specialist who could careless whether I live or cease my existence in this world. Also without pride we would have nothing to live for and in that thought our existence in this world would be a pointless charade. We would have nothing to strive for nor would we have any reason to die so our existence, our being, the things that make us who we are and give us a place in this world would be absolutely pointless. We would be living an empty life in an empty void.
On that note, with pride we are blinded in our own light and glory, and travel an unwavering course to our total and complete obliteration. Pride mutates our thoughts past the point of common sense and onto the path of irrational behavior. Pride wallows in prejudices and discrimination, foolishness and false praises. It truly is a demon created by our own making. One that allows us to view our position in society in the most illogical of ways. Allowing us to coincide with fallacious praising which poisons our soul, giving it the mucky hue of dirt which is what we have, if under the influence of pride, by that time become. We begin thinking ourselves as immortal and our own cockiness derived from our crocked perception of ourselves causes our ultimate defeat of both body and soul. That is, in end, what Pride strives for, the gnarled and twisted demolition of the soulless carcass that we become after falling into the grasp of the indestructible horror that resides in any heart that is too foolish to see past it, Pride.
So to conclude, pride is a thing that must stay in perfect balance with itself in order to not destroy society. It is something that we can’t sustain a complete life without but also something that we can’t live a full with after falling into the flea bitten hands of. Demise is pride’s ultimate goal. It leaves us no option of living without it and little option of living with it.
Monday, August 13, 2007
Book Request
so if anyone has read it please post a comment and tell me a little about it (opinions can be included in your description of it)
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Tennis
good bye to riceball alliance
so if you wish to visit my blog still please visit this one
and the few people this was derected to were mainly tom and seiri...sorry guys but i don't think it's good for my computer to continue to freeze and crash since it's on it's last line anyway...if my dad ever fixes the new computer i will try posting again...but till then i will remain on only this and hiei's blog
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
finally a new post
THE DRIVE: so on the drive their i was holding hiei (we decided to bring the puppies) and my mom gave him a rawhide bone, which he swallowed whole. apperently he is either car sick or just had an upset stomach because suddenly he started acting wierd and i was like..."mom somethings wrong with hiei...no really mom somethings wrong with hiei...oh never mind...i know what's wrong with hiei" because by that time he had throwen on all down my pants. since i wasn't planning on swimming i hadn't brought any extra cloths so i ended up wearing my dad's cloths... my ofit had previously been a black shirt with black pants and hiking boots. now it was a black shirt with too big blue shorts and hiking boots. a short time after we had gotten back in the car and cleaned up all the puck...he threw up again on me... so i had to wear my dad's air force swim shorts... after my mom had had her fun on the beach the wind had blown so much sand on me that i had to change once again... this time i ended up wearing forest green shorts with a much too big lighter safari green shirt which was tied up around my waist with the sleves roled up along with hiking boot... in short i looked like a female version of the crocadile hunter...and it didn't help that i was caring my puppy...yea and the worst part is i was entirlly out of my element the entire time (being as it is that i am a pyromaniac)
so then today i spent the entire day helping my mom set up the classroom before school starts...we stayed at the untill around ten o'clock at night and when we were leaving the entirely deserted school i suddenly heard keys jingling at the other end of the schoolso i froze getting readly for the fight or flight responce to become nessacery and my mom this entire time was just talking away when she relized that i wasn't moveing with my eyes fixed on the far end of the hallway so she froze scared of what would make me react like that (since as my friends know i am just about the hardest person to get to react to anything in any sort of tense manner...aka i don't scare easily...or at all really) so after my mom turned around she noticed a light coming from a tiny flashlight on the ground... by this time though i had already made out a silouette of a man and was waiting to see what he would do. then the man turned on the hall light and i could see his uniform and by this time the man had finally noticed us (and for a sucurety gaurd i think he is a bit unaware of his surroundings) he began walking over to us and my mom showed him her badge so we were fine to be in the school, but we learned that the schools have been broken into a lot recently and that is why the gaurd was there at that time. so fun at school at midnight.
Sunday, August 5, 2007
23
Saturday, August 4, 2007
A thanks to send out
Jaki
Lyrics to Dark Side Stories
so the lyrics i promised
Yoko:
in the past i ran through freezing dark
not hesitating i chose to betray
my silver hair fluttered and i burned with dark ambitions
my heart of ice can't melt
my dark side
Hiei:
At night i lay in dead grass, sleeping alone
the only dream my jagan saw was revenge
nobody wished for me to be born
you can't extinguish
my heart of flames
my dark side
Yoko:
I'd been living in hell where the dry wind blows
not knowing tears, instead depending only on strength
Hiei:
The endless memories
are really a picture of fighting
Both:
Engraved in a wandering heart
my dark side
Engraved in a wandering heart
my dark side
Sorry if it's choppy and at parts a little off, i learned the englis version in asl form so it's a tad off from spoken english
my puppy's site
Friday, August 3, 2007
Fallen
So... did you know that if you stick gatorade in the freezer it turns into a sort of cold cotton candy texture... it is really awesome and yummy
now to go watch fallen... i am so happy
So my friend's reasons for why i should marry a blind guy
PS i'm not making fun of blind people... i am making fun of my self because i keep running into the wall outside my room even though i have been living in the same house for two years (i always can swear that it wasn't there the time before) well what can you do this is jaki we are talking about after all
Thursday, August 2, 2007
New side blog
i will still be telling you stories from mine though
Please visit
About the ghost posts
(*laughs*)
Wish I had an angel
this is my second favorite song from nightwish...it does have a bad meaning but i like the song itself
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
God Help the Outcasts
I don't know if you can hear me
or even if you're there
i don't know if you would listen
to a gypsy's prayer
yes, i know i'm just an outcast
i shouldn't speak to you
still i see your face and wonder
were you an outcast too?
God help the outcasts
hungry from birth
show them your mercy
they don't find on earth
the lost and forgotten
they look to you still
god help the outcasts
or nobody will
i ask for wealth, i ask for fame
i ask for glory to shine on my name
i ask for love, i can posess
i ask for god and his angels to bless me.
i ask for nothing
i can get by
but i know so many
less lucky than i
please help my people
the poor and downtrod
i thought we all were... all were
children of god
god help the outcasts
children of god...
Phantom of the Opera--Nightwish
i'm a total phantom of the opera lover in case you haven't read my profile's short list of movies i love
Phantom Of The Opera Music Video - God Help The Outcasts
i love this song...remember to help those most in need of friendship
Kurama ~Koori No Naifu O Daite~
so this is sung by the same person that does kurama's vioce in the anime...she(yes i mean she) has a pretty voice
How to play Jaki Tennis
Step 2:Go to a tennis court that doesn't usually have a lot of people(this is to avoid unnecessary raises in fatality counts)with a group of friends that also don't know how to "play tennis"
Step 3:Use any method you can think of to hit the ball somewhere
Step 4:When you see the ball, swing your racket around the area that you assume the ball will be.
Step 5:If step 4 doesn't allow you to "return" the ball then through your racket after the ball and see if you can hit it like that (if you can't find the ball after you hit it try checking your racket)
Rules for Scoring
1 point if you can get the ball out of your court by any means
1 point for not making the ball go into the creak for the entire game
Anything inside the fence is in
The winner is the last person to die of exhaustion
Sadly enough i would like to say that the game of tennis i just described was a joke but that would be lieing due to the fact that, that really is how we "play tennis"
Other names of our "tennis"
Samurai Tennis
Jaki Tennis
Whacking the Area Around Where We Think the Ball Will Be
Lethal Tennis
The Duck and Cover Drill(because you often have to duck and cover to avoid my racket from hitting you in the head)
etc.
Jack Sparrow is Mr. Wonderful
so just in case you are wondering, no these are not my video, i did not make them and i don't know who did...i just think they are really great
Hiei and Kurama Must Be EMO!!
sorry if it offends people, i just think it's funny...and no i'm not making fun of hiei and kurama on the basis that i love them
Story Time
About Shi...I mean me
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Just to say sorry
Welcoming new riceballs
Intro to a world of randomness
P.S. if you have any book suggestions for me to read please post
P.P.S. i am open for any discussions about book